Diary of a Fat Girl

Hi Lisa,

I understand the conflict that many believers in GOD face within christianity. On the one hand we are encouraged to believe that GOD works miracles and heals and according to your faith it shall be done unot you. One the other hand there is the sense of self-doubt, failure, and weakness that tries to force us from off the pursuit of the faith that causes mountains to move. We sense the frailty of humanity and are being badgered to accept that we are weak and helpless only to keep us within the turmoil and cycle that seems to yield no result except the apathetic conclusion that we can only wait on GOD. I have had difficulties in the past where I wished and prayed and longed for GOD to take me out of them, I had also resigned myself to simply wait upon GOD because I felt that there was no other choice. I did not feel enabled, equipped, neither empowered to demonstrate this mountain moving level of faith. I soon realized after reading the words of JESUS again that this faith is not something that we are accustomed to according to the pattern of our normal and previous existence. It is a renewing of the mind that occurs that enables us to access the Higher Being who is able to demonstrate this power. The question is, how do we make the transformation? Well the first step is to know that what JESUS says is true. Starting with that, we are lifted higher by the power of this knowledge and the Power of HIS Truth.By renewing our minds to become convinced that HIS Words are Truth, We cross the dimensional barrier that takes us into the understanding of it; this is what it means to believe. Belief and faith is not a force or a try to or a hope that, belief is a position that becomes manifest when the mind and soul and spirit are all one within this field of understanding. Faith is a progress, it is a journey, it is a travel through the barriers and lower dimensions called weakness, fear, poverty of soul and spirit, impossibilities, unbelief, spiritual blindness, ignorance... all within the dimension of the properties of death. To travel beyond this spirit crippling place (called unbelief) we must affix and align all our consciousness to know that there is a place where faith and power is evident, where our spiritual body is whole and powerful, where we are no longer only using a fraction of our brain power, but where we have attained unto True Salvation. Getting to that place is the journey, Faith is the knowing that pulls you higher into the experiencing of the revealing of and the Knowledge of Truth. It is a higher spirit atmosphere, we are spirit beings. We take on the qualities of the place where we are spiritually located, it is not a lack of faith that causes you to obtain and receive what you desire from GOD, it is rather the position from which You ask. Faith is spirit, according to the measure of your belief, understanding, knowing, and commitment to this knowing, it shall be done unto you. Therefore, it is a spirit journey into higher realms of GOD'S Kingdom. GOD desires more than to heal Your knee, HE desires that You become whole, spirit, soul, mind, body... This is the Evidence of Salvation. Do not be content with just a physical healing, seek to Enter within the Gates of The Kingdom of GOD, and all these things shall be added unto You as well. A physical healing is like bread crumbs when GOD has invited YOU to a feast. KNOW ALL THINGS. This is what GOD desires for YOU and also what HE is expecting to hear Your Heart begin to Speak. Know that there is a place where JESUS Words become evident in you and begin to forsake the narrow confines of this ordinary world existence for Becoming THE HIGHER BEING. This is Completeness. Finding and Attaining unto THE MEASURE OF GOD. no more crying or fear, no more not knowing, but put on Bravery and determination and you will Begin to Arise... out from the wheelchair and only Stand always.

Read again what JESUS Has said, and put on HIS MIND.