"Judgment is borne of separate ego
and is designed to keep us in denial
of our Divinity.
It lowers our vibration.
Discernment, on the other hand,
is of the Soul
and leads us to make a choice
based on Soul's Guidance
(keeping our vibration high or lowering it).
Realize that when you judge,
there is something within
that you are judging as well.
When in Discernment,
you can see the higher truth
and let go of
and step into the higher vibration
of Forgiveness and Love
and take a further step into
- from Ascension: Solstice Rising
in The Lotus Center, Nevada
I'm still healing myself, so I often feel reluctant to do healings on others.
I do them anyway.
My teachers tell me that I don't have to be highly trained in order to be of benefit to people.
They tell me that it's the intention that helps people heal, that makes energy flow.
John McMullin says that he was drawn to being a spiritual teacher because he was attached to the way he felt when he helped people. He was attached to the way he felt when someone said, "Oh, I get it now!" at his seminars and in his classes. He said his attachment to feeling good was what drew him into his healing practice. Attachment doesn't always lead to painful behavior. Attachment can lead us to all kinds of good things too.
He says that as he has been practicing the principles he teaches (he walks the walk) and he has become less attached to the outcomes of the people who come to him. He has become 'ok' with people leaving him with exactly what they need even if they resist his teaching. He has become less attached. He's still teaching, still sharing, still healing, but without the intense need.
I'm doing what I can with what I'm learning.
I'm passing on knowledge to those who will listen.
I'm working on Self.
I'm working on being of service with exactly what I have in the moment.
I know my intentions are to heal Self and others.
I am not perfect.
I do need to feel useful. I do need to feel like I matter. I do need to feel belonging, but those needs won't dilute the goodness of what I pass on to others.
I have faith.
I heal in God's Holy name.
I work with hope that my intentions will make a positive difference.
I am a vessel for Spirit. I trust that Spirit will do the work.
I'm just a weather vane pointing in the direction that I wish healing to flow.
I don't have to be a perfect teacher or healer.
I write these things so I might be able to believe, receive, and continue.
The healing oils I use have a healing power with our without my intervention.
I trust that they will do their healing work.
My intentions will help. I have faith. My intentions are real.
I wish to relieve unnecessary suffering, mine and that of others.
I work in the faith and hope that people will come into the light.
I release negativity.
I release the need to control.
I embrace the lessons, grace, and mercy of the most Holy.
May the Divine in us be victorious over illness, darkness, and anything that tries to distract us from the soul's higher purpose.